S.E.L.F.  E.S.T.E.E.M. Seeking Eternal Life's Fulfillment Endeavor So That Everything Encourages Me. At the time when I was in the relationship with my friends cousin, I didn't know that I had self esteem issues. I just thought that I wasn't good enough to make the relationship work. I had no idea that the way I … Continue reading What I Know – Repost →

Patience Seems like the car dealership service center is always the place for deep introspection for me. Here I sit yet again, with another nail in my tire. I’ve been here for an hour and a half already. Reflecting on my quiet time from this morning. And the fact that on yesterday I had three … Continue reading Patience →

During my Sophomore year of College, a friend I'd met Freshman year was so in love that she wanted me to meet her boyfriend's cousin. The three of them came by my dorm and before the night was over, the cousin was madly in love with me. He wanted to be with me and didn't … Continue reading I Once Was Blind – Repost →

Over the years, I thought that the 15 year old boy/man was a source of disappointment to me. Disappointment is when others come short of what you thought they should have done or achieved. I reasoned that if he would just open up and tell me how he really felt then all would be right … Continue reading What I Learned – Repost →

Today, someone posted in a group that I’m a part of a Mental Health Check-In chart that included colored hearts. I, in turn, sent the chart out to several others: family, coworkers and friends. The responses were varied but it made me glad that I was able to share with them and they with me. … Continue reading Mental Health Check-In →

I fell in love at the age of 15 with a boy who held my heart for the next 30 years. Only thing is, he never wanted or admitted to ever wanting to be a part of my life. He and his friend showed up on my doorstep one afternoon and the rest as they … Continue reading In The Beginning – Repost →

I want to tell you that I wrote those words because of some profound revelation I received from a doctor or an expert in the medical field. Or from my vast study of different sicknesses and diseases. But I can’t. I received this revelation when I cleared off my dining room table. That’s right. My … Continue reading Let the Healing Begin →

My very first blog post Hi, this is my journey, my story. I will tell it all. I want to be a source of inspiration and encouragement to others as I navigate through my life's journey to marrying the right person the first time. I'm old enough, secure enough in who I am and mentally … Continue reading How it all began…Repost →

My Tooth Just Broke What a day, what a day. To say that it has been interesting would be an accurate but incomplete summation. I don’t know about you but I can come up with some interesting conspiracy theories. But my tooth cracking and a piece coming off, surely that has nothing to do with … Continue reading My Tooth Just Broke →

I can tell you exactly when my life started to turn around in my favor. I was driving to work one morning, praying in the Spirit. In the back of my mind I was thinking about an unresolved situation. As I was rounding a curve, I heard God speak to me. He said, “Will you … Continue reading Lord Help Me →