A friend I went to High School with introduced me to a guy she knew. From the first, everything appeared as if we were a match made in heaven. He did all the things that would make a woman swoon: bought roses, took carriage rides, talked about me constantly to others (and they would tell … Continue reading They Called Him Mr. Wonderful – Repost →

Nobody wants to be rejected, but to be rejected from someone you thought was as committed in the relationship as you are is quite hurtful. Not only did I choose this guy, I thought he chose me too. At one time (even so much as recently) I thought that no matter what, I would always … Continue reading Rejection – Repost →

You guessed it, the car dealership service center. That’s right, another nail in my tire. And guess what? They are trying to charge me half the amount I paid for four tires three years ago for ONE tire! I’m done…put a fork in me real quick. It’s only right that I be sitting in this … Continue reading Guess Where I Am? →

I set my sights on him and I went after him. I got him! Oh man, this must be love. I knew exactly what to do this time. Spend as much time with him as I wanted. Believe me, I wanted a lot of his time. He worked nights so we spent a lot of … Continue reading The One I Wanted – Repost →

After hearing a few people give testimonies about how God always provided in their lives, I thought I’d share my God always provide testimony from when I didn’t know Him like I do now: but He always provided for me anyway. The four pack cookies in the picture are a representation for the six pack … Continue reading God Always Provides →

S.E.L.F.  E.S.T.E.E.M. Seeking Eternal Life's Fulfillment Endeavor So That Everything Encourages Me. At the time when I was in the relationship with my friends cousin, I didn't know that I had self esteem issues. I just thought that I wasn't good enough to make the relationship work. I had no idea that the way I … Continue reading What I Know – Repost →

Patience Seems like the car dealership service center is always the place for deep introspection for me. Here I sit yet again, with another nail in my tire. I’ve been here for an hour and a half already. Reflecting on my quiet time from this morning. And the fact that on yesterday I had three … Continue reading Patience →

During my Sophomore year of College, a friend I'd met Freshman year was so in love that she wanted me to meet her boyfriend's cousin. The three of them came by my dorm and before the night was over, the cousin was madly in love with me. He wanted to be with me and didn't … Continue reading I Once Was Blind – Repost →

Over the years, I thought that the 15 year old boy/man was a source of disappointment to me. Disappointment is when others come short of what you thought they should have done or achieved. I reasoned that if he would just open up and tell me how he really felt then all would be right … Continue reading What I Learned – Repost →

Today, someone posted in a group that I’m a part of a Mental Health Check-In chart that included colored hearts. I, in turn, sent the chart out to several others: family, coworkers and friends. The responses were varied but it made me glad that I was able to share with them and they with me. … Continue reading Mental Health Check-In →