While talking with a friend about a speech she had me to review that she was delivering concerning the type of work that she does, insight about the type of relationship I experienced with Mr Wonderful was revealed to me. See, she’s a Victim Assistance Coordinator and I told her to include a story in … Continue reading Journey To Us – 19 →

Interesting Development While looking through my stored items, that I’ve prepared for my move into my new house, I came across a directory and you were listed. I have to go back in order to continue. Here goes. Before your initial approach to me all those years ago, I was on break at work walking … Continue reading Journey To Us – 18 →

I’m scared Each week I have a meeting with God to check in about the way my life is progressing. Tonight, you will be the topic of discussion - the relationship portion that I usually gloss over at each meeting. I’m Scared. I have to be totally honest with Him and let Him know that … Continue reading Journey To Us – 17 →

It all makes sense now. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my Single state. I’ve overcome so many barriers to get to this point: fear, doubt, confusion and even loneliness. But today, I know that no matter what life holds for me relationally, I will Enjoy This Journey! It has taught me so much … Continue reading Journey To Us – 16 →

Dying to Self There’s a blog post written simultaneously with today’s post; read it here. I finally released my will for you AND our life and family for God’s will for my life… PERIOD. How this all will unfold is so beyond me that even I don’t have the imagination to put it into words. … Continue reading Journey To Us – 15 →

Life Change Breakthrough! I just experienced a breakthrough in my thinking about the concept I had concerning being “approached” by a man thanks to Tony Gaskins. I’m telling you, I was hesitant to receive what he was saying. Then I thought about the men that did “approach” me. Simply WOW! That was a ‘long time’ … Continue reading Journey To Us – 14 →

Ready for Love I asked God today “what does my dating relationship look like?” I know what I want and don’t want in a relationship but I wanted to know how He saw it. Will the man in my life “use his words” the way I need to hear them? I use my words ALL … Continue reading Journey To Us – 13 →

Taco Bar Today, I did a thing. I stopped living for the day “You” come into my life. Stopped waiting for the day “when I finally get the new house, car or whatever”. I started living and using the things I have available to me now. I started Living again. There was a time in … Continue reading Journey To Us – 12 →

This Journey Let God write your love story. Have you ever heard that statement before? I have. And I’m here to tell you that God truly IS writing my love story. As situations seem to align with what I want, dreamed or have had others tell me should be my posture during this time, I … Continue reading Journey To Us – 11 →

I’m OK Today I saw you on a video wedding event at our church. You were there with… her. I think it’s the same her from your Facebook page from when I got scared and sent you a friend request that you never responded to. I was watching the replay of the church event on … Continue reading Journey To Us – 10 →