My God TaDay! I just read a Facebook post that was written by my Coach and it arrested and pulled me up so quickly that I almost lost my breath. In the post, she talked about the people in her tribe. She stated how she trusts God to lead her to her tribe in every season.
There it is then, I’ve been through a few seasons of late and I’ve not encountered my tribe. Mostly, the people that I usually would call on have all fallen away. Thus, this may be why I have this feeling of being alone and so desperately wanting to be in a relationship; so that I could always have someone who would be with me.
That dream I had about me at first being surrounded by people and then ultimately ending up by myself just flashed before my eyes. I’m afraid of ending up alone… there, I said it. I’ve thought it before. But I never wanted to contemplate the reality of it for my life.
The post from my Coach sat in my face and dared me to deny its existence. How could I? Whether it’s a dating relationship or friendship that I seek with a certain person or group, what is my plan for if it doesn’t happen? Will I give up on life?
No, my plan is to choose life, each and every day. Regardless of who comes (or doesn’t come) or goes, there’s still so much more living that I haven’t done. So many more places I want to visit. So much more love I plan to give.
My Journey, My Story 