All I know is that this is God. I’m still trying to figure me out. When did I change? When did YOU change? All this time, I’ve been stressing over a relationship and there YOU were; all along. This may be confusing to some, but know that at this time in my life, I know that YOU are the one.
What had happened was… it was five months since we last saw each other. Stay with me, I know you are wondering, “who is she talking about? It can’t be the same guy she’s been talking about.” It isn’t. I didn’t know until I knew, and now I can tell. See, over the years, I’ve always thought him, no him; no him was the man for me. How wrong I’ve been. Until YOU… and now I know.
Like I was saying, five months ago, we were sorta reintroduced. I remembered you. I don’t think you remembered me. Then on yesterday, there you were again; five months later. Over that time, I didn’t want to think about “is it him?” I just wanted it to be. So when we started talking, I just decided to be myself and if you liked me, then you liked me. If not, then it would be your loss.
Well, I got confirmation today that you are YOU. I’m smiling because now I get it. When people say you just know. Or it’s different. Or you experience a peace you didn’t have when you’re with someone else. I just knew. I knew you were going to be there. I knew we would enjoy each other’s company. And I knew I’d get the confirmation I needed in order to move forward.
