Before the end of my work day, God renewed my mind several different ways concerning processing through giving up and holding on. Today at work, every coworker in my department chose to not inform me about something that took place that we were all waiting to happen. I knew that it had happened because I saw the person who was bringing the items leave our department as I was returning back to the department.
Upon entering the department, I was forced to ask each coworker if the person had dropped off the requested items: two of them ignored me, one blatantly lied and stated she didn’t know and the last coworker walked off to keep me from asking her. Immediately, No! Here I am trying to forge some type of unity in an environment that’s totally against unity, or so I thought. They each rallied together to lie, disrespect and keep information from me. In that regard, they were unified.
I recently gained new insight into Psalm 26:5 that I personally understood as I took the time to center my mind and heart around the situation that had just happened. Since I wasn’t in the room when they agreed to do what they did, and because of prior incidents with one particular coworker, I believe I know which one instigated the deception; the others just followed. That being said, the revelation I received about the table that God has prepared for me in the presence of my enemies means that I don’t have to worry about not inviting either of them to dine. The table is set, I don’t have to allow them a seat.
The fact that I know that the anointing on my life is greater than the isolation and rejection they tried to surround me with today is testament to the fact that I believe the Words God spoke to me about His children; and the isolation and rejection I’ve walked through most of my life. But if they only knew…
“Friday wasn’t called Good until Sunday” -Pastor Dharius Daniels.
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